Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥
had tony romas on mon with my colleagues. celebrated her belated b-dae. Had tony romas today for my bro 21st b-day. actually it was 2 days belated. tried the chocolate banana cake from awfully chocolate. not bad. Man, ate so much this wk... the food at tony romas is nt bad...but i prefer the ribs to the steak... basically all meat eaters will enjoy a good time there. haha... But actually the food was nice, the atmosphere was not.
recently have been dealing with alot of family issues... it's tiring me out. everone is so tense in the house... i can't even communicate properly with my mum. After a few words we break out into a big fight. And I am not even picking a quarrel with her in the first place. She just flares up for nothing. She flares at everyone even my dad. Relli cannot stand it. she says all the nasty things and picks on your faults. Asking her to let me be more independant and she shouts bk at me with all the mistakes i have committed from young till now. Wow, i dinno she rmb so many bad things abt me. How am i going to learn when u dun wan to let go?
Even when we go out and we take the car, and i am at the wheel, she will nag and shout frm behind to watch out. it makes everone tense and irritated. i can't relax with her constant naggings. ANd i am already driving so slow.
I want to help her out with the household chores but she dun let me do it. My dad says she is stresss out with the housework. If so, I relli feel like hiring a maid so that she is not so miserable and frustrated. A colleague of mine told me she shld learn to let go slowly. Housework are endless, just like work. As long as make it a point to clean up, there's no need to do it every single day. maybe simple chores like mopping or sweeping and washing clothes...but not cleaning windows, cleaning everything in the house. hai. I have tell her nicely not to tire herself out by all these, weekend she is busy with these chores that she does not have time to go shopping or enjoy herself. hai.
Anything that i do, i have to think twice so that i will nt go home to incur her wrath. ANything that i speak to her and she will start to nag me for all the mistakes and bad pts i have. And the more she says, the worse and hurtful words will come from her mouth. She always thinks that i look down on her becoz she dun have the qual so can talk bk to her. Pls la...why can't she notice her own behavior. i relli feel very sian. I can't communicate with her anymore.
Korea trip in 2 wks time. no mood to go nw.
