Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ♥
Tough Decisions...
In a dilemma now. Got a call this afternoon that i was offered the job 4 the interview i went a few weeks ago... it's a gov job... so the benefits are quite good...it's a 3 years contract if i accept. I sort of resigned myself to the fact that i will not get it le... interview performance was not too good so i am quite surprised they want me. And i will be working at science park. It will be dealing with business planning...hmm...so not what i studied. But nw i have this job...and i am on 6 mths probation and nt entitled to benefits but the company has a good reputation in sg. (I dun wan to mention the name here) THey wan to see if i fit the job ant and i am worried there's no guarantee if they still wan me after probation. And it's still too early to determine if i like what i am doing now...But at least what i am doing now is still related to what i studied. Although it's a temp job, i took it up becoz i still harbor hopes i will become permanament staff. Now there's this job offer that is attractive in benefits but job scope wise i am hesitating...
At work it's not going so well now... i need to learn things fast...i need to make friends...i need to focus on meetin my boss's deadlines and expectations... As assistant to the former CTO ... it's quite stressful... i need to maintain a optimistic view.... argh! Work is relli all bout making connections and developing good network and being resourceful. To summarise: Work smart
SO confused now...hhow? What shld i do... The decision i make will decide my future career path. It's relli tough. Actually... i thot the most impt thing nw is to go into sth i have interest in...and that is: teaching. I just feel very happy when i go tuition my kids... mayb it's diff for teaching but i still luv it...
Argh.... what shld i do? TOugh decisions!
